So it’s finally mid week, and eveyone’s going off soon, back to their roots for summer and then its me and my cousin who will be down in about 18 more days, in which I am trying to take at least a week off to shop and all with them


I must admit I have been partay-ing a lot, but I cannot say its hasn’t been fun, its has been loads of fun with my favorite people, I haven’t forgotten about my other friends I still make an effort to text them daily and call them they are a big part of my life
They should know who they are,


with all that said I never knew how much clothes I had till I realized I am using something different every time I go out , I know I know, a lot of you would know I have a lot of clothes
but the sad news now is that I have to pack some of them up as my cousins will be staying with us when they come down, I am really excited to see them, even if they are here for 2 weeks its still better than not coming at all, but I am planning on going there for winter maybe even Christmas, we’ll see how, maybe I’ll head to Miami too


truth be told I kind of want to stay in the states for good, its not that I don’t like Singapore, it’s just getting too expensive to live here with whatever I have here, I can go there and live more comfortably, and there is more places to go

If you listen to nothing else that I say,
Hear me when I say this to you,
That little voice in the back of your mind,
Just do what it tells you to do,
I saw him there,
Cheers to himself then drink them down,
I should've just walked away,
But there was something about him,
Took a seat and said,

i think maybe just maybe i am in love

The storm has passed and the suns slowly shining out, this is the time when I know all the decisions I made is worth it, its over and done and the pain and regrets is gone, I told you one day I’ll all fade away,


I am happy living my life as me, the new me, more confident and more aware of what love and life can do, even if it kicks me down, I’ll get back up and continue fighting till my last breath, one day I’ll let you know just what happen, I’ll have stories to tell when you feel down, I won’t let you stop fighting


this is me, raw and unedited, love me if you want the way I am or else just leave and don’t look back, I am headed for the future, you are my past, let is just remain as that

Farrah Faith Ibrahim

Have am awesome Thursday love love

You make it impossible to get to your heart as soon as I'm close is when you close the door

You're pushing me far away and making it hard,I know what you're going through, been hurt before

So let down your guard, I'll show you love but you're still running like a rebel without a cause

It's so easy to go shut down and numb the hurt

Wish you could fight the urge but it's hard that you know

Just let me take your hand and show you I understand

Believe or not the first month on the new year is almost ending,
Damn time needs to kinda slow down,


It’s been a good month so far, I am having the time of my life, with good company
Nice weather (most of the time), I need to go to the beach again, new responsibilities,
Renewed passion for what I do, damn that’s a lot of stuff,


I honestly thing I am feeling really pumped up to see how the rest of the 11 months plays out, nothing can get in my way, I am honest, so if you’re still living in denial it’s about damn time you pluck your head outta your arse and get with the program, reality sometime can suck, but hey its all about learning and adjusting.


Nothing and no one can piss me off or make me sad, cause the happy feeling is here to stay, so piss off

happy weekends love!

Every girl needs a man

the kind that will treat you right as well as others

the kind that has enough respect for himself, family, and others

the one that will change for you to just be with you.

The kind that searches for you with his heart, the kind that can be trusted alone with a room full of many other beautiful ladies, the kind that won’t cheat on you cause he knows he’s got all he wants and needs already, the kind that’s willing to be your friend and lover, the kind that doesn’t mind calling early in the morning to say good morning and late at night to say good night; maybe even sing you a good morning and tell you a good night story or talk to you until you fall asleep.

The kind that will do anything for you, even if it’s just to buy your favorite kind of candy. The kind that will defend and fight for you, the kind that won’t ditch you for his friends when you need him the most, the kind that won’t leave you lonely and wondering. The kind that isn’t afraid to smile to his friends every time you’re around and tell them, “She’s the one.” The kind that appreciates you for the things to do for him, even if they’re small gestures. The kind that actually thanks you for the little love notes you leave him, the kind that is willing to wait for you when you’re falling behind, the kind that will actually open the door for you, take you out on dates once in a while and buy you flowers cause it’s a Wednesday. The kind that notices your hair when you just got it cut or done beautifully for him, the kind that reminds you that he loves you and that he’s happy with you in case you forget.

The kind that kisses your forehead when you’re down, the kind that tells you to be strong and not to cry, the kind that will go through think and thin with, and for you, the kind that just loves you for who you are.

i thought i found that guy, but i guess i was really mistaken, my bad!

I've sang to you a thousand times

This is the last love song

I get the feeling that you want to fly

This is the last love song

I'm not gonna sit around and wonder why

This is the last love song

Cause mainly I don't know to say goodbye

So I'm doing it this last love song