If you cut me I will bleed,if you prick me blood comes out
If you tell me a joke I will laugh,if you tell me something bad I will be sad
If you say something bad/nasty about me I will get humiliated
If you say something and not do it, I will get dissappointed

I am a person who has feelings,but what I don’t understand is why people wants me to be perfect, am I not good enough the way I am? I am deeply sadden by the thought that even my own godpa wasn’t there for me at all,yet when he disappeared for 10 years I’ve moved on thinking it didn’t matter, I found hope and love and all I needed form godma and my aunts

Yes when I fall I feel pain,why is it that when I need some one there somehow no one is there, its been so long that you left my life,why is it that the memories are still so strong?

Am I that weak that I cannot get thru this? I try and try to forget and close that chapter in my life, yet during long trips I think of you,you’ve moved on why can’t i

Don’t get me wrong I am grateful to God that I am still getting by each day,smiling and being myself, yet before I retire to bed you’re the last thing I think about,
I prayed and asked God what’s happening to me?why am i feeling this way, I told a friend the feeling I felt was way different then the rest,

Everyone’s got their own drama/problem/stuff to deal with,yet when I go out and enjoy all seems different without you

I was talking yesterday about cheaters why does he have to go away for 10 years and not keep in contact with us if he was alive or what, and even have the cheek to start a whole new other family, while his wife and 2 sons not know anything,I guess eventually when the truth came out,they got hurt or maybe they expected it

The kisses on the forehead was a sign of respect that only you showed me,the times when I hung up on you yet you called me back,the time you texted me being concerned about me knowing an associate of yours tellin me about the way he is and his attitude ,we were wrong,I was hurt the last night I saw you

It was my fault for not voicing out what I was hurt about, but what I dnt get till this day is why were you so mad about me hanging out with a particular friend?
It was my mistake for not seeing what you saw,the reassurance I gave you didn’t seem enough at all,yet despite of what happened that night you still cared,but it was too late,u said you still liked me a lot yet u gave up and when I asked you,you said you didn’t know

When my friend said he saw you with another girl,I was shattered,and I texted asking you, you didn’t give a damn about anything,you were never selfish that I believe,but towards the end I couldn’t believe how cold you were,

If I could ask you one question it would be did you ever loved me for real?

Maybe it just wasn’t meant to be,we shared all our hopes ,dreams and aspirations all the late night talks we had about the future,the plans we made and even the promises we made,just as I was coming to terms with all the hurt I kept inside,I got hurt again,

Then I texted you on your birthday,you were drunk yet you replied,eventhough I wasn’t waiting for one
All I want to do is tell you how I feel,but I guess its too damn ass late.

p.s I still love you

so the weekends were pretty awesome

friday i met haziq and hanis we headed to simpang chilled ate and talked rubbish pretty much
then haziq had to head off to werk so me and hanis sent him
in the trainwe were talking and laughing(thats what we pretty much do everytime we meet)
arriving at terminal 3 we headed to coffeebean cam-whored,talked more and then time came for us to part ways

the three bum bumsthen saturday came

me heng camilie and my sister headed to town for coffee

walked around

then we decided to head to clarke quay

guess what our first ever time clubbing in an indian club

AWESOME i tell you

sunday

started off pretty early heading to church then for lunch and

then heading to arab streey to meet souher,sameh and her mummy

chilled waited for suad and mariini to come

then we headed to an indian place to eat

OMG!

I swear i couldnt even walked after that

we were filled but it was fun talking and laughing our asses off

then the best part was bowling

it was a fun filled day

laughing the good company,and bowling was awesome

i havent bowled in eeeooonnsss!

i want yesterday again!

GO TEAM HOT TUNA!

Do You Remember

When We Fell In Love

We Were Young

And Innocent Then

Do You Remember

How It All Began

It Just Seemed Like Heaven

So Why Did It End?

Do You Remember

Back In The Fall

We'd Be Together

All Day Long

Do You Remember

Us Holding Hands

In Each Other's Eyes

We'd Stare

(Tell Me)

Do You Remember The Time

When We Fell In Love

Do You Remember The Time

When We First Met

Do You Remember The Time

When We Fell In Love

Do You Remember The Time

Do You Remember

How We Used To Talk

(Ya Know)

We'd Stay On The Phone

At Night Till Dawn

Do You Remember

All The Things We Said Like

I Love You So

I'll Never Let You Go

Do You Remember

Back In The Spring

Every Morning Birds Would Sing

Do You Remember

Those Special Times

They'll Just Go On And On

In The Back Of My Mind

Do You Remember The Time

When We Fell In Love

Do You Remember The Time

When We First Met Boy

Do You Remember The Time

When We Fell In Love

Do You Remember The Time

Those Sweet Memories

Will Always Be Dear To Me

And boy No Matter What Was Said

I Will Never Forget What We Had

Now Baby

Do You Remember The Time

When We Fell In Love

Do You Remember The Time

When We First Met

Do You Remember The Time

When We Fell In Love

Do You Remember The Time

Do You Remember The Time

When We Fell In Love

Do You Remember The Time

When We First Met

Do You Remember The Time

When We Fell In Love

Do You Remember The Time

Remember The Times

OohRemember The Times

Do You Remember boy

Remember The Times

On The Phone You And Me

Remember The Times

Till Dawn, Two Or Three

What About Us Boy

Remember The Times

Do You. Do You, Do You

,Do You, Do You

Remember The Times

In The Park, On The Beach

Remember The Times

You And Me In Spain

Remember The Times

What About, What About...

Remember The TimesOoh...

In The Park

Remember The TimesAfter Dark...,

Do You, Do You, Do You

Remember The Times

Do You, Do You, Do You, Do You

Remember The Times

Yeah Yeah

Remember The Times

so the cousins finally left

bummed i am!

but as promise i will visit ok kelster,

the weekends were awesome

friday the marie digby gig was fantabulous and i was with ina,azhar,souher and ray

awesome bunch imma say

saturday i was at home chilling and spending time with the family,

i loves those days!,

bloogers being mean so imma go upload pictures on facebook

i love souher

and positive thoughts

like i said someone better came in!

i LOVE EVERYBODY

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY TO ALL!

my mummy dearest!