well guess what came in the mail last night

i was talking on the phone with my baby but he had to werk so

so i called hanis she asked mi to go and check my letterbox

cus she received a letter saying that she was accepted into

so i rushed down and i was happy that i received a letter say that i too got accepted into

so i ran into the house shouting

my daddy was like u crazy ar

den i call him again telling him that i go in

and he was like happy and sad i cld hear it in his voice

den i was like don't worie i'll be in office on saturdays or some other days

den he was like ok.....

aw.......

he's so cute sometimes

love ya babes

well it's been a great day so far

i finally ate

nasi ayam goreng at haig road

and i finally know what some people hate the most

i mean she keeps following my style

like hello

be original

and besides first u lie now u wanna be all nice and friendly

i mean if u hate me so much leave la nobody's stopping you

so get your own identity

for goodness sake

and if u dun have confidence in yourself

don't be jealous of people who do have confidence in themselves

well i have finally really reach a place that i have wanted to be for a very long time
I mean i actually kept a secret and called him what i have oways wanted to call him
i dun care about anything right now just the fact that i m happy and being true to my feelings at the moment
i love you with all of my heart no matter wat....i hope that you feel the same way that i do
others may think otherwise about you but no matter i'll be there for you........

love ya babes

today the most funniest thing happen

it started out being a normal sunday

getting up and going to church

that's when it gt a little bit more intresting

mass was at 10.30

and it ended at ard 11.30

so mum and i decided to go to our favourite shop in church

so not realising that the 12pm mass cars were coming in

we took our time

and by the time we wanted to get out of church

it was too late

we gt stuck and cldn't get our car out

so mum decided to take a cab down to siglap centre and grab a bite to eat

before heading back to church

finally after 12 pm mass we could get out of church

after church we went to the supermarket to get prawns for my grandmama

the we went to shop ard 4 a while

mum got to skirts well nothing was too my liking

so after that we bought

then we headed home

well guess what uncle colvin brought his 14 day old baby to the office

just now and i was the first one hu carried him then the rest wanted to carry him

then i carried im again and tap him to sleep

he was such a cute baby he slept so peacefully

then after that the day was so hot

and i had fun since we were moving office

so some of the boys were helping to move stuff from my dad room

so then i was their supervisor.....hahhaha

then this ass iskandar make fun of me

i call him datuk because he called me nenek first

then now he wanna be my cuzin

so he asked
"cousin how you cousin" so i replied

ok la and you aren't my cousin

you my datuk

and i owed him a drink so i gave him my sprite

and he drank all.....

had a wonderful time today......

last but not least

i wanna give a big birthday shout out to my cousin

we gave landon a birthday celebration in the office

with cake which nancy bought

it was really nice

till next time byes

It's better to lose your pride with someone you

love rather than lose that someone you love with

your useless pride.

When you love someone, don'texpect that person to love you back the sameamount.

One of you will be ahead, the other

behind. It's either you catch up or the other waits.When you love, you must not accept anything in return, for if you do, you're not loving but

Investing.

If you love, you must prepare to accept pain, for if

you expect happiness, you're not loving but

using.

True love hears what is not spoken, and

understands what is not explained, for love

doesn't work in the mouth, nor the mind, but in the heart...

Love is like standing on wet cement, the longer you stay the harder it is to leave and you can

never go without leaving your prints behind. Don'tlove a person like a flower, because a flower dies in season.

Love them like a river because a river

flows forever.

Love doesn't have to have a happy

ending, 'cause love doesn't have to end at all.

Never be afraid to fall in love.

It may hurt a lot, it may give you aches and pains,

but if you don't follow your heart, in the end you will cry even more

for not giving love a chance.

well yesterday was a fun yet intresting day

i woke up and went to the office early as usual

then i did my werk and during office hours i was

talking on the phone

and yet "she " still had time to fight with mi and raise her voice at me

so i raised mine at her

then she was like whatever

the after werk i meet hanis

we went to parkwae to get our stuff

and then headed to my house

when we reached there it was pouring so we sat

waited for the rain to stop then we went into the pool

relaxed then it started raining again

so we decided to get out

i came up to my house to get my stuff

that's when my mum asked me to bring grapes oranges and pears down

it was healthy lifestyle time

after all the fruits we ate doritos chips

then at abt 10.30 hanis left and went home

my poor baby is sick so i just made sure he was ok.....

hope you better darling!!!!

well guess what everything went completely different

what was planned was not gonna happen

it started out being fun to go for a concert

as it drew closer hanis and i decided not to go for the concert

so we meet as planned at abt 5.30 at paya lebar mrt station

den we headed to orchrad the original idea was to meet hanis sister

but that didn't happen either

so hanis and i decided to shop ard

i bought

a new pair of charles and keith heels

2 esprit tops for my sis and i

and after all that we had a food fiesta

pastamania

teriayki chicken

long john silvers fries and shrimp

den we also bought famous amous cookies

den we heade to coffee bean at the forum

chilled there for a while den at abt 8.30

we headed to the bustop

and headed home

i seriously had so damn much fun

hope to do this one day soon

luv ya hanis

here are some crazy pictures of the two of us

man was it one hell of a night

well yesterday at around 11+++,

hanis called me asking if i wanted to go for a

CLICK FIVE concert

so i tld her i'll ask my mum.....

and i asked her where was it held at she said

so i told hanis 50,50 maybe i can go

that'when i called my mum up and ask her if i could go

she was hesitant at first and den i told her all the details

she actually said that i cld go.....

can u imagine how shocked i was that i was like

I LOVE YOU MUMMY!!!!!! and all the stuff and promises that comes with it

but when i told"him"he was like ya la......

dun even tell me where you going

so like we both made a pact saying that we must tell each other where we're going.....

so i was lyke ok....
it applies to you too.....

then he was like ya i noe....

and his tattoo is super funkly nice......

so well till later

chaos

well today is a happier day

eventhough i slept at like 12+++ in the morning

was gossiping on the phone

with surprisingly this person i hope

he doesn't change again.....

i mean please i dun wish to go thru this ordeal again

i m trying my best not to make the same mistake like i did the last time

gonna meet up with hanis later i have so much to tell her

and she is kinda missing someone....

and so i shall update later

have a blessed day

Artist: Don Henley
Title: Sometimes love just ain’t enough

i don't wanna lose you,

I don't wanna use you

Just to have somebody by my side

And i don't wanna hate youI

don't wanna take you

But i don't wanna be the one to cry

That don't really matter to anyone, anymore

But like a fool i keep losing my place

And i keep seeing you walk through that door

But there's a danger in loving somebody too much

And its sad when you know its your heart you can't trust

There's a reason why people don't stay where they are

Baby sometimes love just ain't enough

Now i could never change you

I don't wanna blame you

Baby you don't have to take the fall

Yes i may have hurt you

But i did not desert you

Maybe i just wanna have it all

It makes a sound like thunder

It makes me feel like rain
And like a fool who will never see the truth

I keep thinking something's gonna change

But there's a danger in loving somebody too much

And its sad when you know its your heart you can't trust

There's a reason why people don't stay where they are

Baby sometimes love just ain't enough

And there's no way home

When it's late at night and you're all alone

Are there things that you wanted to say

Do you feel me beside you in your bed

There beside you where i used to lay

And there's a danger in loving somebody too much

And it's sad when you know its your heart they can't touch.

There's a reason why people don't stay who they are

Cause baby sometimes love just ain't enough.

Baby sometimes love just ain't enough.

my feelings
well the days have been great i m being a much happier person now a days i mean with everything happening and all i m actualli looking forward to going into office now a days and starting from tomorrow i doubt i'll be seeing him alot or anymore........i mean i still do like him alot....i noe if hanis does read this she gonna go bomb......den i can sing the da bomb song......
i mean when i saw him on saturdae i mean....i noe i had to juz ignore you since my uncles were there.....if they weren't there i would have waved at him too......but under circumstances....i did what i had too
if i could turn back time i would just go back to that week????? i m still wondering what changed and why did it change?????these are all the questions in my mind right now?????
i thought i was over you and that it would be easy to......but the reality hit and the fact is that is this all retribution for what i did in my past?????
well at least i noe what it means when they say that...
'your pass might come back and haunt you'

it's been one hack of a week

and a tiring one

so well i wanted a new layout for my blog

which resulted in me using one of my old ones again

i really like this layout

well went to werk today

helped out since we are moving our office to another location

so we found a place that is really suitable and it's really cute

but a lot of werk still has to be done

so i guss that all i have to type and

till nxt time

bye

i m still at work

*yawns*

the day started out seriously like shit

with mum hovering and all at me

hw i wish for once she can keep quite

but wat to do she's my mother

well the rest of the day was pretty good

i was so bored so i ordered Macs...

den had breakfast

the after that i had Ice Logan

i just needed something sweet

well school called last evening

and tell mi that i had to go for an interview tml

so i m nervous and hope that i dun blow it

at the same time i am happy that the finally called

so well updates later

well it started out being a hot day

and nw it's finally raining again

well met up with hanis for lunch juz now

had KFC

then headed to Haig road to get for my dad his lunch

i almost got banged down by a car

cuz i was so eager to cross the road

after Haig Rd we proceeded to 7-eleven to get mags

den we slowly walked back to the office while hanis waited at the bustop

to go to parkway

well will update later

Chao

it has been a great day so far

esp when liza tld the taxi to stop 3 times then the taximan actually stopped.....

i had chicken rice again

and everybody was getting on my nerves abt my addiction to chicken rice

i mean the one who is eating is my nt u guys so back off....

well i m meeting hanis later gonna chill at buigis

and today is pay day

so it's a day to definatly look forward to

yipee!!!!!!

well update later....

ciao

well i finally got my handphone back.....

and it was like a new phone

weel the day started of quite early

got up at 8.30 when my alarm clock rang

then went to have a shower

after that i ended up watching the

DEBBIE TRAVIS FACE LIFT show

then gt changed at woke mum up to go to church

after church we bought lunch then went to get tolietries

den headed home

at home i cleaned my room as promised to my grandmama

so hopefully she won't make noise tomorrow when she comes

well for some reason my head really hurts

and the weather is so nice to just be tucked away in bed

sleep till the break of dawn

but unfortunately i washed my clothes and i hope it'll be dry by tomorrow

well this year's april fools was so boring

last night was the usual friday night

with who else but hanis

i went to get my phone fixed at parkwae

cuz my on and off button was spoiled and the tld mi dat i need to upgrade my software

so i said ok

den we had dinner at KFC

den headed to Gelare cafe

and juz chilled at watch the world go by

i mean wher else can i go when i m in my shorts and tee

and at abt 9.30 we started to head home

just came home from shopping with mum and sister

they day started out early as usual

i gt up and went to werk

den met sis and den the three of us headed to

since mum wanted to check some stuff out

and finally my phone is redai for collection

gonna do it later before 8

well dats abt it

bye