i m so happy currently happy as things
i hope has taken a turn for the best and i really hope so
and as for what i have been doing the whole day
the answer is:
i have been cleaning the whole house together with my mum
and after that i met martha at parkway to hangout with her for a while
then headed home and
sat on my hiney
and i can't believe but
yes yes
i got sesat in pasir ris
since i m nt familar with the surroundings
and most of the tyme when i head to parir ris its either
in the car or cab
i m currently chatting with hanis and fadily
my partner in crime and my pak cik lily


pictures in the cab ride home

which i think that the two of us are really very conceited














pictures of boredom at home

thats all people shows over

nitey nite nite

i guess things haven't been going well lately

for most of my friends

but what i can't accpet is that just cause i helped and it went wrong

why must this particular person hint at me that "HE" is blaming

and u guys fight may not be as bad as the what i saw on saturday

but it was just as bad

how do u think that made me feel

you are embarassed how do u tink "we"(me and souher) felt??

u ran after him and when i got angry u actually stood up for him infront of me

don't i have any feelings?????

i mean hello

at least i finally know where i stand

and from now on you fight your own battles

i stood up for u infront of guys and this is what u do????

my social life is a bit on the messy side but its kinda my fault

so i m wanting so bad for my bestie to be happy i have never felt so hopeless

until saturday night when i left her all alone and when i found out that she was crying and i was at home

all i wanted to do was take a cab to her house

i should have never left her alone and i m sorie

what kinda friend am i??

thank god we have the saturday outing coming up hopefully she'll cheer up

i really pray to god she will

thats all folks

i m so tired to blog right now
but i just have to say to all the people reading this entry
becareful who you choose and who,what and why u make sacrifices for
as not every relationship will last


p.s to my every lovely
SOUHER WAHBA
hunneh i can't exactly say that i know what you are going thru
but no matter what my shoulders are always available for you to cry on
and i mean every word i say


here are some pictures from just now meeting with souher,hanis(totally unexpected),haziq and yanty



don't ask








we were protecting our baby blue eyes.....erm... right!!!!

dual reunited yay!!!

begining of a new friendship

cool shot

almost 2 yrs or friendship and counting

BESTIES!!!!!Farrah Faith and Souher Wahba

yay!!!finally i m blogging
my internet was down

like it was gay!!!

during the weekend
but nw its doing much better
well during the weekend
i had so much fun
friday and saturday was well spent with my applebottoms bestie
SOUHER
and we also met a cute guy Luc
hahahhaha
well here are some random shots of souher,luc and myself
and not forgetting my weekly routine
Martha













HERE ARE THE WEEKEND PICTURES:

Souher and Luc

thats all folks!!!

finally the truth is out in the open

i was talking to my friend

and what i found out was lyke 50-50 surprised and yet not

i have been so un-focused lately that i have been screwing up

in school and in my life

its just i have never felt so un-confident about myself and what i m feeling

and just one person could do this

i have never let anyone have this kinda impact on me

and it seems lady luck is just not on my side

first and for most i need to really buck up and focus on my studies

second i just need some reassuring

which most of my friends has helped

i mean alot of people like him

and i m thinking to myself

what do i have that is different

WHAT????!!!!

i have been praying for alot of unneccessary thing in life and maybe its time

i set the bar higher

have other goals

don't get me wrong or anything

i m happy now

these are just mt thought that i m having right now

everybody says don't worry

but how the hell i m nt to worry

all i wanted was for everybody around me to be happy

now that they are i just want them to stay that way

and i have so much time to figure out what i m gonna do

and how i m gonna live my life