hey hey people

well today was like so fun i mean really

ever felt like since you dnt have any work or deadlines to meet and you're free to do what ever you want?

that was how i felt today with martha and souher

initially i was to meet souher and pass her IC back to her

in the end we went to east coast met her and Sarah(her gorgeous friend)
and then Sarah had to leave so me souher and martha hung out at East Coast

then all came to the conclusion to go swimming but go parkway first

so we cabbed to parkway

souher bought a top and i tried on a dress

then we headed to my condo for a swim

after about 15,20 mins we came out of the water cause we couldn't tahan the coldness

so we decided to have a mini suntan and took pictures

the we all had craving for KFC

which we went to Siglap's KFC

and i tell you i'll nevergo there again

why??

cause there were this 2 minah at the counter serving they were totally and completely rude,arrogant i mean comon sense will tell you if i ordered 2 chesses fries i need to forks

and if you give me one

hello!!!!

and they chuck my chesse fries and waited for me to take it

and the quote saying

if you are so lazy why work right????

so souher complained to the manager

and when the 2 gerls came out the showed us that face

after KFC we headed to gelare

to get ice cream

i m waiting for martha to send the pictures from today

well thats all

chao

the weekends was a blast
so sad that it has to end


well had a study/chill date with martha today which
was like so much fun
and on friday i gt a gift frm souher


it was a POLO RALPH LAUREN


thanks babe


clubbing yesterday at MOS was fun
i saw like so many Lambos,ferraris,BMW......the list can go on


and i also saw alot and i mean ALOT! of hot eurasians boys
and the dancing and the music was fun
met alot of people i know


but the best thing was that i was with my bestie,my bro and my super
cool mummy which was like dancing and shanking what god gave her


on friday i met afiq and we gave souher a surprise at her werk place
she was happy.


nth much happen on satuday
i was like sleeping the whole day


here are some pictures










hotstud!!!!!!





i have so much more pictures but i m like so lazy to post

well thats all

god bless and have a blessed week ahead

WOOHOO!!!!!!

I M GOING TO MOS TODAY!!!!

with my bestie and my brother

will update later

much love

hey hey!!!

well these few days have been really heart wrenching for me

why??

well simply because i have too see my bestie being heartbroken,me myslef hating all the guys i like before.

and just not being able to focus on my studies knowingly that no matter how hard i try my problems just seem unending.

i can now only trust a handful of people,which i m like so not going to name names.

people whom i was close to just ain't that way anymore

sorie if i m boring some ofyou people

i really just can't take keeping everything inside

sometime i wanna cry

sometimes i wanna laugh

sometimes i m lost

sometime i m confused

sometimes i try so hard to be there only to realise that i m nt needed

i have learnt to only rely on oneself and no one else

what is the most heart wrenching is that

why do people lie to you just to hurt you???

ryte now i hate people who lie

i just hate alot of people who all they do is sit and judge people

when they themselves arent that good..

i m happy to be meeting souher tml

gorgeous!!no matter what i love you okey??

nowi m getting and putting the pieces of my shattered life back together hoping that

when its all pieced back it might make a hole lotta sense at whats happening

oh and one more thing

we are all put on this earth not for everyone to like or love

but to do what god wants us to do

and eventhough no one likes you remember god will always love you

thats all i gotta say

peace out

farrah-licious-ness

well hello to everyone reading my entry


so yesterday was like so fun hot and just such a beautiful day
so me and martha went swimming and tanning for abt a hour
which was like totally enought to have tan marks


we went home at abt 4 and then had a bath changed and meet up again to head to gelare to have sandwhich and ice cream


then we played with the functions on marthas camera

here are the pictures

here are some thoughts i have been having lately


maybe to some people it may seem like i m distancing myslef away from them its just the fear of hurting them or even more so losing them is a grief i m nt ready to go through

i have also been thinking that for most of my life,time and energy had been channeled to something i m trying to force and that is


boys,boys and boys!!


yes, i admit that maybe i have been engrossed in finding someone perfect and having the perfect life and finally realising that
hey!
i don't want a cute guy to contact me or vice versa cause of something else and not the fact that the like me for me


where has all these thoyght come from


just from these pass few days experience!!
and finally today i realised


I DON'T NEED A MAN
TO MAKE ME HAPPY


all i need is my family and my besties and the people who treasure me


maybe to some i m being slefish but u know what i dnt give a damn
sometimes we need to think about ourselves
its nt wrong but its not right if ou do it too much


well these are my thought who who don't agree with me i m sorry
but this is my blog and i have every right to say what i feel and want


byes

hey hey!!!!!


well todays meeting with souher and martha was like totally unexpected
here's what happen
got up early today
then mum wanted to like head down to pakway so i decided to follow
but before that we stopped by the office for awhile
before heading to parkway


at parkway first stop was to isetan
and one of the staff there was like totally and completly racist
as in since my mum is like chindian she was like treating my mum totally different
and as her daughter with mix parentage
i was outraged at her behaviour
i mean like hello we're contributing to your salary too you know
arghhh!!!!!
*clenches fists*
and we're paying cutomers


well enough of the bad stuff
so at parkway since mum wanted to get her perfume and also for my dad
and guess what i got
*drum rolls*
incarto charms and Lauren style(minature)
after that we headed home


at home:
i was bored and since my brother and sister were out i decided to make plans
and since martha and souher have not seen each other in ages
so we plan to meet up in town
so me and martha met at like 4.30
then we took bus 36 to town
and met souher at 5.45

so here are some pictures

well thats about all the tyme i kinda have

so now i m going to watch step-up

MORNING!!!!!its a beautiful day


yesterday's outing eventhough
Luc was like really really really late let's say 2 hours late
*slaps forehead*


the outing was fun i really don't know why i love the vintage feel
so much


well me and souher went window shopping yesterday at Far east
i met souher at 6.30 after work
i saw my lesbian partner
*chuckles*
dont worry i aint lesbian
well she's like really nice and she's cherly(my bestie in like primary school)besties
so we were like talking and laughing


so after that we decided to head to ralph lauren
i saw the bag that my ex-bf wanted to buy for me
and souher asked if they have it in black
and they said the one at taka has it in black
so me and souher like crazy ran out of the shop and i almost had a minor accident
great huh???


well i m like so in love with juicy couture all thanks to gorgeous souher


so we,i meant i had dinner at Long John the salad whcih halfway thru
i was already full
so we had a great talk abt our week


then it was picture-taking shopping
ermmm....
i meant window shopping
well that all i m like too tired to type
but here are some pictures



at guess kids with ana.ina and luc







ina and ana had to wait for the contractor to do the flooring
which was like until 3 am so that what ana did while waiting outisde guess kids





our juicys

love it,live it







some kinda candid shots






luc
who's new years resolution is to drink more water

souher

well thats about all that i have.

byes

p.s:afiq you were missed by us

much love

hey hey gorgeous people!!!!

well i am much happier today!!!!

wanna know whY??

well its all been cleared and the fact that all the lies and deceit are finally over at least for like now

so i m just gonna enjoy every moment of it

actually the one person that i must like thank for all of these is my dearest abang Hafeez

cause without him i would have done nothing about the situation and just left everybody

which was all ready to do eventhough i made and hurt alot of people and that is something i rarely admit to doing

all the pass abt bfs and all came into the picture it was something i wld never forget

and now martha is going to england and i'll be losing the bestest friend i ever had

i was all ready to be a loner and they were like no

i was like so pantat gatal wanting to go to school all alone and hanis asked why

so i was like dnt worie i aint disabled

just i wanted to see how it felt t be alone

honestly it felt good

maybe i'll do it more often

heh!

well folks i'd love to stay and blog more

but i am gonna meet souher at like 6.30

so i gotta go and get ready

well this is the pass and in more happier times

right now i dunnoe anything all i need is just tyme and

not people controlling me

all i want is for everybody to help me

well whatever happen now it happens for the best.....

2 years were great maybe it time or maybe its me being paranoid

p.s:i'll always pray that ur ok

but it's tyme la

its tuesday and i have exams and alot of accounting to do which is

sometime fustrating when u can't get the hang of it

*slaps forhead*

well what to do and i have my elective exam on thursday

*pauses*

which reminds me that i haven't actuall started studying

damn i m like so dead

aaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!

*runs around like mad*

well hopefully it'll be easy than the last one

*prays*

well i am like very bored so this is the only entry that i can come up with

and please understand if it doesn't make sense

my apologies

here i am

once again i m blogging

just cause i m bored at home

so today started out pretty good and

i saw my guy friend just now

i knew that during the weekend he was really down

alot of people was down during the weekend and

they know that no matter what i will oways be there for them

especially my lovely apek

who for the first time stress and bought a war in iraq book

which i thought was like really funny!!!!

but i mean well

so during the weekends also they were some mishaps

like not meeting my other halfes for like almost a week

bummer!!

its ok i will be meeting souher and afiq on wednesday

woohoo!!!!

well thats kinda all that i have to like blog about

so far monday rocks!!!!

well i was just browsing thru some folder in my computer and came
across some pictures which i had totally forgot abt
so here they are :





family moment!!



cousins


tipsy,whipsy,pipsy!!!!!!



love u alyssa....

well i'm finding more but for now thats all

well here's a damn good update

if you know that you will get scolded when u tell

people that you wanna sell their stuff

why still tell them and get scolded ryte???

agreed??

and why do u also tell other people that it was other peoples idea to

sell their stuff when it was actually yours??

i know u miss him and i know u love him more now

i now noe u want him back

so y do u do all of this when today marks to 2 years i have known u?

why?why?why?

that's all thats in my mind now

at times i really want to believe you

but u make it so hard to that at times i m lost

everybody tells me i m lucky to have u still by my side

how about me i have put all the shit u've done behind me

sometimes all i can do is shake my head

and finally he knows the truth

only god know what will happen next

i love u but i m trying to move on in my life

i think u shld do the same

here i am on a raining Tuesday evening blogging

so hang out with the gang yesterdae
so the pictures of me and afiq will be posted

update:
school's been great
i know what i did wrong and i promised the one guy that knows me
that it'll never happen again
and all i wanna say is thanks for looking out for me

to my other "abg"
sorie for everything and i shouldn't have walked away from you just now
it was very fustrationg when u raise your voice at me
and no one has ever done that before


on the other hand today was so great i was stoning in the cafe and hot boys alert
woohoo
*wipes forehead*
too bad i wnt wanna be in any serious relationship anytime soon


i got to know this guy who really hot and really friendly.
so for right now i m just gonna enjoy being like
SINGLE AND LEGAL!!!!!!
yay baby.....
souher we have to go clubbing


so my son Redza(souhers bf) and souher my bestie
are going strong
on saturday will be their 1 month aniversary
which i m so proud and happy for like both of them
i have never seen souher so contented and happy until redza came along


afiq...i totally agree with souher
u have to get signed on with a modelling agency
cuz u're like so HOTT!!!!!


ur our Teddy Tequila
and i want june to like come asap!!!!!
hello someone wants to be like LEGAL!!!!

p.s

my dog just underwent surgery and im missin him eventhough

he is like otw home

well this is really a jiberish entry so i'll stop here

teddy and paris!!!!!

well thats my new hair cut

school's finally started

no more late night outings only on weekends

met souher(nicole richie) and afiq(Teddy Tequila)

at tampines just now

that's when drama happened.....

Don't really wanna get into details

so it was really fun at tampines

but since i promised my mummy dearest that

i'd be home at 3.30

i cabbed home at like 3.15

got home

surprisingly mum was home

doing nothing but siting on the sofa and kinda like stonning

i was so tired i dosed off while reading a very interesting book

and only woke up at like 6.30

fed my doggy dearest and had dinner

and the it was computer tyme!!!!!

no more drama in my life

it all ended today!!!!!!

Dear friend, whats on your mind? You don't
laugh the way, you use to. And I thought I saw
you cry. Dear friend, I feel so helpless. I see
you sit in silence, as you face new pain eachday.
I feel theres nothing I, can do.I know you don't feel pretty......even though
you are....Dear friend, you are so precious...
dear friend.And dear friend..i'm here for you. I know that
we don't talk too much. But we can share this


day..anew. Dear friend, please don't feel likeyour alone. There is someone who is praying,praying for your peace of mine. Hoping joy is
what, you'll find.


this is something i have done and i have to make things right
no matter what the circumstances are
i promised u and now i will have to break it
as seeing u smile means more to me that anything else
if u want him u can have him

i love you so fucking much that no matter what i didn't want all this
to happen

i love u Nur Hanis Insyirah bte Razali

i'll sacrifice the world for u and want nothing in return

hello people
first of all Happy Belated New Year



this whole week has been really crazy
i mean ya i screwed up and all but you people have know
fucking ryte to judge me and her
u have ur say fine
i dont really give a fuck anymore


well i have alot to say but all of a sudden
i don't know what to say
i have to make a decision quick!


here i am finally happy for the first tyme in so long
and there drama
why can't i be happy and not have any drama


i m finally legal to
-club
-drink
like finally!!!!!!!!
well on my bithday itself
me souher afiq fin redza and fins bf
were having fun eventhough it was for a little while
souher and afiq had 5 tequilas which to AFIQ it wasnt enough
and afiq was drunk and dancing like whoah!!!!!


there are alot of pictures but i shall just post some