so here are the photos from saturdays outing!

to you!hope you had fun!

Shoutout to my friend:

LIFEN!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEARIE!

so ok we(souher,val and her boyfriend,desmond and myself)pre-celebrated Lifen big day on saturday.

so i meet lifen at 2.30++ at tampines,so since lifen was hungry we went to the food-court next to Long John,

waited for the arrival of Souher.

By the way i bumped into my aunty who arrived in singapore just the day before and she was with my uncle pete and aunty may

then the three of us headed to Marina Sqaure to go bowling but in the end we decided to give that a miss

waited for Val and her bf to come

they surprise Lifen with a Bouquet of flowers

then we sat at macs cut the cake and played with the cream

then we cleaned ourselves up

while the boys went to smoke and we ladies went to ZARA and had a fashion show

on our own!

then we headed to Orchard where we chilled and got for Lifen a topshop top

so cool

then we walked around and val and her bf had to go meet his mum at katong

so me lifen and souher walked around for a while more then headed home

pictures will be posted a lil bit later so saty tuned ok

so today 28 may 2007

i had my accounting exam just now

ok it was like ok until it came goodwill
then i was like OMG!

after exam i had class then i ended at like 1

then i had meeting which i soo was not paying attention

can you blame me?

it's a monday

hello!

then i cabbed home and chilled

I m kinda PMS-ing!

so ok until later

BYES!

ok

highlights for the day

i woke up at like freakingg 530 AM in the moring!

bath change and left to meet hanis to head off to Ngee Ann Poly

for the Accounting Quiz held there

so the thing was SUPPOSED to start at like 8

finally me and hanis was earlier than the rest

so me in my totally blur and sleepy mood

went to the Convention Centre

goodness Ngee Ann Poly on its own can be a whole estate

so ok the thing started at like 9.15

so like damn wasted la gor early!

there the catch was that there was a cutie

hahahha

so like EXPECTED farrah!!!!!

so the whole time i was there i was looking at him

but did he notice me

HELL NO! i think la *chuckles*

so then he asked us something and was like practically standing infront of me

can you imagine me being like so omg!!!!! Kinda reaction

and hanis yes hanis

was like

"dude my friend wants your no*

i was practically freaking the bloody hell out la

so after the whole event

we went to the CANTEEN to have lunch then off we head to home

so in the bus 154 when almost (lets say 20 mins) to reaching hanis house

i wanted to pee so so so BAD!!!

so when we alighted i like ran to the petrol station to use the toilet

then i took 135 home

so that all people byes

so its the start of a brand new week

monday blues as usual

so here goes

i had my costing paper just now which was suppose to start at like 10 but

guess what it didn't

GO FIGURE!

well ok after the paper(not that difficult)

i went for my advanced accounting class

then headed home

well i gotta go i have to wake up super early tomorrow

so goodnite lovely people

xoxo

farrah

so irs sunday and guess what?

i am like so totally happy right now

so friday i went out with souher,val,val's bf and lifen at tampines

we studied at macs until abr 7++

then we walked around tampines mall

val and her boyfriend wanted to get something to eat so we went to the food court

lifen left at like 5.30 as she had other plans

so saturday

got up early,woke mum up and then went to office with the mum

after that headed to parkway

went shopping at dorothy perkins

i bought my perfume

then went home

at around 4 i left to meet haziq and souher and her sis at wisma atria

then we chilled at spinells( i think thats the way you spelled it)

then we like saw the people souher use to like which was so shocker

hahah!!!!

then haziq wanted to check something at Far East

so we walked there

met val and her bf there

we walked to cineleisure

ate Long John

then we met a friend at Taka

then we went home

so that my weekend and i have my Costing exam tomorrow

it hurts it hurts, so bad,

i'm confused!

i hate being and feeling this way!

i hate the way i have to act around you nowadays

i hate the fact you make me laugh

i hate the fact that you make me cry

i hate the fact that i like you

i hate the fact that i don't like you

i hate the fact that you're always there even when i don't want you

i hate the fact that you tell me i look good even when i don't

i hate the fact that you're always by me

i hate the fact my heartaches thinking about you

and mostly of all i hate the fact that i don't hate you not even a single bit

i have got to make a decision

there's nothing more

so i'll think about everything and then i'll decide

now i m going to go back under my blankie where i feel the safest!

hey fellow ready

so i am blogging with a really light-hearted attitude

ok so i am listening to Frankie J Daddy's little girl and seperated by usher

all i can say is that some of my friends are behind me on my decision

and making sure that i do not regret my decision

and i love them to bits

i know some people are thinking why wont i give it another shot?

it hurts too much when i think about it

and i'd rather play the field then get attached and miss out on things i wanna do like

-travel to paris

-new york and shopping

and hopefully during the december breaks i'll head to hong kong as i've been wanting to go ther since like forever

and on another note

i was reading my lovely friend Nadia blog

and it was chatting with her just now

i came to the conclusion that ya you can have your opinions and sharing it with people are fine but have a limit can?i mean no need to bring the mum in or religion what.

and some of what you said are like totally off key lorh!

i mean whatever people choose to do is their business and they have to answer to god.

i may not be a muslim but i do have cousins who are and i understand their religion enough to say that what u said to so not pleasent.

and that you'll have to answer to god when you see him and explain yourself to him

ok so school was fun today

but i didn't see who i wanted to see which was so sad

nevermind there's always tomorrow,heh!

so i chatted with my guy bestie upinder and he made me laugh

and ya Daya when we going fishing??

must catch big fishes that are our type ok?

much love to souher(i miss you)

Lifen (i miss your craziness)

Martha (i just miss you)

that all lovely people.

have you ever tried to hold on to something not worth holding on too?

hoping maybe just maybe that everything would work out.

then reality comes crashing down liek a tonn of bricks

i mean we all loved and lost

but sometimes its too hard to let go of somthing we so percious

and when we do we hope that it comes back to us but when it doesn't

we try racking our brains ash why?

the famous why?

When you get into a tight place and everything goes against you, till it seems as though you could not hang on a minute longer, never give up then, for that is just the place and time that the tide will turn.

A hundred hearts would be too fewTo carry all my love for you.

When love is lost, do not bow your head in sadness; instead keep your head up high and gaze into heaven for that is where your broken heart has been sent to heal.

what i am feeling now is something i brought upon myself

1 more chance means that i m setting myself to fall

which i am afraid.

but giving up is harder,as i may not know what could have happen

HAPPY MOTHERS DAY TO ALL MUMS OUT THERE

especially to my grandmama,my mother and my aunt

as without any of these lovely ladies my life just would not be the same!

My grandmama

my lovely mummy

my loving aunt

morning lovely's

so yesterday was so fun

in the morning i met hanis and farahizza at Payalebar at about 7.30

then we made our way to tampines to take Bus 31 to school

then we reached school had Advanced Accounting test

the has Costings

so after school we(mashas,nini,hanis and myself) walked to simei

nini went home mashas took 38 from eastpoint to go home me and hanis went to burger King to eat

then she took bus 5 to Pasir Ris and i took a train to Paya Lebar and took bus 135 home

so when i reached home i cleaned-up a little then i had a bath changed

and went to met Souher and lifen at tampines

chilled at Macs for a while then went tanning at tampines sports complex

after tanning for about and hour plus

we decided to swim but when we gt into the pool there were thse malay guy looking at us in a so wired way

after all that we wenbt to change and all then lifen went to town and me and souher went back to her place

so i waited for souher to bath changed and all then we left for town

we reached town at about like 8.30

chilled at fareast then we walked to heereen and back to taka

where souher saw the love of her life with his friend so i went to ask for his n.o

then we+ the love of her life

chilled outside Chanel

then we talked and all

and they called me Farrah featuring Ibrahim

said i have an album called

"where the love come from"

so we were laughing and laughing like crazy and at around 11.15 we left and took the train to citiy hall to meet lifen and i bumped into my god brother and his girlfriend.

then we all went home together

i dropped at Paya Lebar

and took a taxi home and daddy called me and ask me where i was so i said home and he was like

"what time now?huh?ll.30 was like half and hour ago!"so i laughed and he was like ok

so people that was my friday now i wanna watch tv

byes

well looking through some of my friends blog

i realised that people change for the better all in the name of God and Love

looking back at my life i sat and thought of the "what-ifs"

-what if i had done that differently...

-what if i hadn't done that..

-what if...what if...

then i realise that if we keep "what if-ing"

we'll be wasting alot of time

yes there are things i wish i could do differently

we all do

but now i realise that making mistakes are what makes up human

and even our elders make mistakes

yes i had my SHARE of mistakes

and not for one minute did my parents stop telling me what the consequenses,advising me on how to deal with the situation,and pick me up and clear the dirt if i ever were to fall,and even when i failed they were they cheering me and saying that could do better

my friends were there when i got my heart broken time and again

even if it got broken for the same reason as the last

they never turn their backs on me

i have learnt to apperciate the people around me more each and everyday that pass

so today was so hot that is not true

i went to school with farahizza and hanis

p.s hanis asked to meet at like 8.15 at paya lebar

so when i left my house i called farahizza and she said she just boarding the train at

BOON LAY!

i laughed why? because i reached Paya lebar at 8.02 and 6 or 7 trains later Farahizza came and the next train hanis was in it so we boarded hahahhah!!!!

school was fun!!!

i like love my life can!

so here i am on my bed with my lappy listening to Frankie J BREAK.

thinking about all the fueds i use to have with people ages ago seems like childs play to me

now that me and my sister are as close as i have long wanted i m happy

and i m surrounded with people whom love me for who i am and not trying to hurt me

and my girlies i heart u lovely ladies

looking at hotties are different now

why?

because we (souher and i) have decided to focus mainly on looking after ourselves and i mean ya we're still looking but now it's nt top piority

i mean after the 4 week of holiday i had which ended about 3 weeks ago

i went back to school with a whole new preception and energy

so these days are pretty good

mashas my other friend is like being so so soooooo irritating nowadays

i mean fun is fun but what to do another 1 more year and then i'll be missing her irritating me

hahahha

as for me

i m happy la i mean i m enjoying being 18 as its gonna end in december

Shoutout to my lovely babe

YAYA

happy 18th love

i m apperciating everymoment spent with my loved ones

as i may not wake up tomorrow or they may not wake up tomorrow

so i 'm still uncertain about my future and a few minor things but as for now

LIVE LOVE LAUGH LIFE

that what my motto is

p.s MARTHA ANG I MISS YO!!!

love love

xoxo

Farrahlicious-ness!

so here i am doing nth watching the Canterville Ghost on HBO

thats all i have to do at home

so school so far has been great so far

with a few exceptions

for the first time in my life

i feel guilty about some stuff that are happening

and even my body

why oh why?

i have never been body consious

until now

i wanna get over this and i m puting all my energy into losing all the weight

i have gain for so long

so here i am

with my feet soaking in hot water

blogging

so i got up ad usual and school started at 8 which i was early but SOMEBODY was late

i shan't mention names

so i reached class at like 8.15 then i didnt understand a single thing that was said so i asked the teacher to repeat

which she kindly did

the before the end of class we had an emergency

the same somebody mentioned pants tore abit

and we(farahizza,eqa and myself) went down to get safety pins

and then we went to class late as usual

haha

so after school

we(farahizza,nini,hanis,shas and myslef)

became the Minah Lorong singing dancing and all

and the newbies,teachers and all were kinda like

WHAT THE HELL!!!

hahhahaha

it was totally hilarious!

we waited for nini to get changed

the off we went!

so i came home chilled daddy ordered food than

i bath changed and met souher and the gang

at Pasir Ris

we then headed to Pasir Ris Park

played basketball
then wanted to rent blades

but they were outta stock

the we walked to Downtown East

after about like half and hour walk we reached but to our dismay

they were closed arghh!!!!

so we headed to the foodcourt

sat ate chilled

then to Burger King

chilled ate then walked to the interchange and went out seperate ways

thats all

overall i had blast and can't wait for next week

but souher,lifen and i are heading to the Gym

tomorrow

so guess what happen!

i went to school thinking it was gonna be cool as always

but no

i had to see a guy that i really hate to the core

and as much as i hate to admit it i have never hated anyone as much as i do him

and it affected me alot

and that was something i thought could not happen

i saw him 4 times in cafe 1

and honestly

i just don't know la

why he affects me so much i don't know why!!!arghh!!!!

well tomorrow its gym-ing time with souher tomorrow

hahahahh!!!!

finally after a long week i m seeing her tomorrow

and ya upinder you have to come too!!!!!!!!!

woohoooo!!!!!

i miss my friends

souher

martha

haziq

upinder

afiq

and much more

so mum came to pick me up just now and then we went to collect my sisters dresses

and i was so so so so so HUNGRY!

that we headed tp Bakery Depot to get sandwhich and i gt 2 more cookies

hahhahah!!!!

then headed home

and watched tv the whole day

well i need to shower so bye people!!!

hang out session with Yaya was a blast

we met around like 4.30 at parkway

and the took bus 48 to mustafa centre

to do some stuff the headed to bugis had burger King

the walked around then yaya forgot to get something from mustafa

so back we went again

the we walked to the bustip took 48 back home

funky hat!

yaya cools hat

waiting patiently *clears throat*

love tis shot!!

HAPPY LABOUR DAY everyone and

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AUNTY MAY!

so i just came home from starbuck with the sister

we were both bored so we gt dressed and headed to siglap starbucks

had their tuna sandwhich and rasberry tea sat ate and chat and then took a long stroll home

so here are some really really old pictures from the time

martha me and the rest of our friends hanging out

by the pool the day before she left for THE U.S

and i miss her like crazy!!!!!

i MISS u marTHE!!!