GREETINGS!

the whole or thursday was spent with hanis celebrating her belated birthday

as we were both so busy with everything and finally had a little time for an outing to suntec,

which hanis got her nike tee(which she wanted SO MUCH)

then we headed to one fullerton for starbucks and we bumped into tassha and souher!

p.s:all pictures from christmas and all are on facebook

will continues later i m just being lazy!

will get into better details in the next post!

THE BESTIE IS BACK!!!!

WOOOHOOOO!!!

and she's comming over now!

since she only stays like in the same condo as me!!!!

i so excited to see her!!!!

yesterday's clubbing was fun!

got my mind off somethings

yet you're still on my mind!!

somethings never change

hello fellow bloggers!

yesterday was a fun day out shopping with the family

i finally found a dress

so christmas is comming i m excited

the nails are done the only thing left to get done are hair shoes and summore pressies

which i m gonna do that tomorrow

i m bored at home gonna make something for lunch in a while

then martha is comming home soons(at like 1.25 in the morning)

and souher comming over for a night out again!

the sister and parents are going for wedding

the brother comming out with me(i kinda dragged him)

i found a good book to keep me occupied and most of all keep me home!

maybe i'll head to siglap starbuck to get my craving Raspberry Passion tea

and sit and read me book!

well ok i think i m gonna stop here now!

farrah out

babydoll my love!

no more ok nothing will ever change the friendship we have and no one can ever ruin it!

we pulled thru so many shit and yes we're still strong!

lets go and have fun on friday with the rest ya!

you look awesome with your new hair colour!!!

days till christmas:8 days

shopping almost done

daddys bringing the siblings and i shopping on friday since mummy doesnt want to

so yesterday was an eye opener for me especially because i realise that so many things happen to us everyday and bit by bit we learn from our downfall,our mistakes and the beauty in life is that with every downfall we have to get up dust ourselves and move on,even when the crowd or people behind us are shouting every possible insult or making us feel embarassed or ashamed we got to move forward

and yet confession just now was even more awesome

i dealt with emotions and confessed things that i havent been able to in a long time and i didn't receive any penance yet it felt like a whole burden gt lifted off my shoulder and now i can run freely!

yes i can finally see clearly

i m done crying and thinking i did alot of it yesterday and

i found comfort in prayer to get throught the tough times

so may you guys have a blessed evening!

When a GIRL is quiet ... millions of things are running in her mind.

When a GIRL is not arguing ... she is thinking deeply.

When a GIRL looks at u with eyes full of questions.she is wondering how long you will be around.

When a GIRL answers " I'm fine " after a few seconds ... she is not at all fine.

When a GIRL stares at you ... she is wondering why you are lying.

When a GIRL lays on your chest ... she is wishing for you to be hers forever.

When a GIRL wants to see you everyday... she wants to be pampered.

When a GIRL says " I love you " ... she means it.

When a GIRL says " I miss you " ... no one in this world can miss you more than that.

Life only comes around once make sure u spend it with the right person ....

Find a guy ... who calls you beautiful instead of hot.

who calls you back when you hang up on him.

who will stay awake just to watch you sleep.

Wait for the guy who ... kisses your forehead.

Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats.

Who holds your hand in front of his friends.

Who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you.

Who turns to his friends and says, " That's her!!

those were the feelings i felt so deeply about you

these were the lil things that you did and no one else ever did to or for me

so the biggest regret i now live with is that i didn't make u feel important

wishing i could take it all back and re-do everything!

so finally i can sit and pen a proper entry

so these days,time seem to pass sometimes slowly sometimes so quickly that we don't realise

if has given me so much time to think about the begining of this year,what i have accomplished during the year,the mistakes,the way i went about correcting things and now the ending of the year,

the way the year started it kinda looks like the way its gonna end,

ever felt as though you're a great dissapointment?

ever had someone you love so much indirectly say that they can't look at you with feeling that you're a dissappointment to them?

somehow no matter how hard i try and no matter what i do or who i push away,i always end up either dissappointing or hurting someone i love.

nobodys knows i cry myself to sleep just hoping and praying that for once in my life someone can look me in the eye and say that they're proud of me?JUST ONCE!!!

i am losing someone i love dearly,i feel him sliping through my fingers and somehow or rather i cant stop him,so i am backing off and giving him the space he needs,

its all my fault,is it really?

i am the screw-up-er!

i finally getit!

friends

how do you know which are your true friends?how do you know who you can trust?

when friends backstab each other,is this what friendship now means?when friends get jealous of each other?when friends can't look at the friend in the same way?HOW?HOW?

you think you know the person and in an instance it changes?

how do you live with a mistake that you made so long ago and it catches up with you?

how do you look at the person (close to you and whom knows every bit of what you are about) having hurt,pain and suffering in their eyes,and you trying to save them or to say the very least take the pain and suffering and bare them on you own?

so many questions but who is going to answer them?or atleast help me figure it out?

Well, should I be sad?

Heaven knows

From the stupid freaking things that you do

(Stupid freaking things)

Or should I get bad or sad

Who knows?

Just take it all

As a sign that we're through

Goodbye

It's time for me to move along

(Goodbye)

It's time for me to get it on

(OK)

I'm tired of singing sad songs

(All right)

It's time for me

thats what the recent weeks have been about!

Sitting here with youyou ask me why my tongus is tied

I've tryed to make some since of all these things I feel inside

I've been searching for the perfect words to say

They've been said a thousand times

But they mean more today

'Cause i'm head over heels for you

and all of the things you do

the heavens and earth have moved

I'm falling head over heels for you

So baby there it is i've let it go and now you know

It's funny how a feeling starts so small and starts to grow

I had every line rehearsed I'd say to you today

then you looked into my eyes and they just slipped away

'Cause i'm head over heels for you

and all of the things you do

the heavens and earth have moved

I'm falling, head over heels for you

Head over heels heart over mind you've got me body and soul

I've never dreamed in a million years I'd lose complete control

I'm head over heels for you

and all of the things you do

the heavens and earth have moved

I'm falling head over heels for you

Head over heels for you

I'm falling head over heels for you

oooo ohh I'm falling

mmmm I'm falling