this is what i've been up too these days!
mommy dearest has finally decided to lemme have my own sewing machine!
i can finally start designing my own stuff!

its a tuesday afternoon
here i am feeling all inspired about trying new things and i just realise that life too damn short to dwell on the past or waiting for things to happen and not going after what i desire with both hands


like this is random but i was watching marilyn monroe lifestory
and it struck me even harder that no matter how hard she had to struggle or how bad things were,
she always went after what she wanted,but she too had her limits on having her heart broken one too many times,yet she kept giving love another chance and another and another until one day she got tired of given chances she too her own life,all the people whose life she made an impact in,loved her not because she was marilyn monroe but because she changed and didnt wanna become like her mum who ended up in mental institute,yes she had her fair share of insecurities but who doesn't?
i mean i know i sure as hell have things i am super insecure about
but i try getting over it and eventually its becomes our strength


what i am trying to say its that we all are affected my the things people around us do in their daily lives but day by day we have a support system that we count on.
and when that system breaks down or something happens to it
we have to rely on our own voice and listen to our hearts
i know i listen to my heart and then its doesnt work out


so i am finally saying that i am gonna take and do what i can today as i may not wake up tomorrow


thats all for now
toodles

finally an update on my life

during my absence the uncle from the states came down from austin texas

and and we as in the whole of my mum side with a few expection met up and had a wonderful indian dinner at a restaurant owned by my dads friend

p.s its the only indian restaurant where i absoultly love!

i cannot believe that 3 years of my life just flew by in a blink of an eye

exams came and gone

school over,

time to party

so i have finally gotten better from the flu bug thats been goin around in the ibrahim household

now my mommy is sick

martha birthday was on the 12 of march

i met her

she got sloshed

which was damn ass funny to see her

and i now feel so much closer to the mum and dad

thank goodness

and i headed to town alone yesterday and i played in rain

i just love playing in the rain

there's something so peaceful about it

and i shopped on my own

which was to most people shocking as hell

but for me it was fun

just me time

i need to do it more ofter

so maroon 5 is coming soon

the brother and myself are planning to catch them

so i went to see souher finish work at guess kids FORUM

and i finally gotta see ina,i havent seen that woman is eeeons!

she was being her normal funny self

we updated each other

which was fun

okok i know i am not really making sense my updates are all over the place

so just bear with me

so i m home on a Friday night

thats cause the brother is bringing me clubbing tommorow night

woohoo!

he knows his sister need to shake what god gave her

i realised that time heals all wounds even if u wanna fight it and time also make memories fade

that the saddest truth and we just gotta face it!

well till i can remember what else i wanna type i'll update more

all the pictures from the month are mostly updated into my facebook

do check it out

toodles!