i had the most spectular sunday ever!

all thanks to ina and souher,we met at like 2 at paya lebar and sou and ina got their hair done

fantabulous i tell you!

then we headed to town SHOPPED!SHOPPED!AND MORE SHOPPING!

fareast for late lunch then i headed to church since i miss the morning mass with my sister and camile then coffee and chilled with martha and nigel!

i wake up smiling everyday now and i am loovvving it superb!

i still think at times of things and life!

but life's short smile more!

the day you left us,lucky baby you'll be missed,

the only dog i ever loved besides gismo

you were always there when i was down and just needed to cuddle someone

you were the paper shreder,

you likes sleeping on our beds and watching tv

and you were just such an amazing dog

now you can go and rest in peace

remembering you will be easy i have 2 whole albums of you love!

here are some of the pictures taken of me and souher on saturday

i so loved that day it was peaceful,fun and filled of hot gossips

hello!
so here goes a mini entry
clubbing on friday!
ashie hunny you look gorgeous,dnt worry


on saturday i made a decision that i am gonna stick with
i m letting everything go
i hope you're happy,and i wish you all the best and happiness in the world


meeting souher was awesome!we talked,bitch,had some nice mini fashionshow!
coffee was off the damn-ass hook!


we met ina for like a while to chat at burger king marina square!funny le you babe!


so pictures will be updated when i find my cable!


all in all the weekends was nice


sou my love
starbuck east coast calling us ready!

You did it again

You did hurt my heart

I don’t know how many times

You... I don’t know what to say

You’ve made me so desperately in love

and now you let me down

You said you’d never lie again

You said this time would be so

then I found you were lying there by her side

You.. You turn my whole life so blue

Drowning me so deep, I just can reach myself again

You.. Successfully tore myheart

Now it’s only pieces

Nothing left but pieces of you

You frustated me with this love

I’ve been trying to understand

You know i’m trying i’m trying

You.. I don’t know what to say

You’ve made me so desperately in love

And now you let me down

This song is beautiful, I am absolutely in love with it and the music video is awesome!
I heard it a few months ago and have been desperately searching for it ever since,

Question.
Does one’s feelings change or pain heal over time?
Does one truly move on from the hurt that they have just been put through?

Disappointment sometime can take over one’s life, and especially when everything somehow doesn’t work out, we question what we have done to deserve it, or we simply just hurt in silence so as not to hurt the people around us,

Abandonment, something we never want to go thru, why must people who so boldly say that they love you abandon you? Its like a dad abandoning his children, or like a husband abandoning his family for someone else

Love, the feeling of butterflies in you tummy when you’re going to meet him/her,
Awaiting for when his/her calls just to hear their voice in order to sleep with a smile
Awaiting for his/her text message saying he/she misses you.
The feeling of safe and secure-ness when he/she hugs you tightly and let you fall asleep in their arms,

Friends, whom you hope will be there supporting and laughing and crying whenever needed, does not matter whether you are there for them or them for you,
Close friends people whom can read you like an open book, whom even if both are busy with their respective lives, will still drop a text checking up on you,
The person whom you call when you’re down and both just sits there no talking needed, just the presence

Family, the people whom when the whole world turns against you are there cheering you on and up, whom when people become ugly to you and the days seem so hard or maybe even impossible to get thru ,are there holding you hand thru it all not letting go till the end, the door that is never close, whose arms are always stretched out awaiting to give hugs, advice and anything to make everything better

I am grateful for everything I have and that blessed god and blessed me and my family with, yes nothing and no one is perfect, but I strongly believe that god gives us the strength and the will to go thru and weather be it rainy or sunny or windy,
Sometimes we as human beings think that there is no way we can make it thru another heart-break, another loss, another painful/tiresome day, my parents are awesome and we were always thought to do not unto other what you do not want other to do unto you, and to respect thy elders, I watched sometimes my parents work so hard so that we as their children will not have to suffer, sometimes when we as children take advantage and we look back we feel bad we gave them(parents) such a hard time,
But then again I guess that’s what build our character, attitude and outlook on life in general.

greetings


so i finally got my N95(8gb) on saturday (yay!)
and shoping and coffee was off the hook!

so my results are finally out and i am happy with it!
A and B i expected all As but 1 B i guess is ok
now the nail biting moment will be on Friday when the results of admission for poly is released


i guess now i know what people go thru in life and yet some forget who they leave behind and some remember,i am utterly disappointed in people whom i thought was something yet turned around and become someone else


i had so many thoughts on what was gonna be penned down in this entry,
yet as of right now the words don't know how to come out,because if i write what i wanted people will ask questions and think i am talking about them


on a lighter note daddy brought us shopping and suddenly we became piglets
we had lunch at 2.30 steamboat at parkway
then 2 hours later we headed to DOME for coffee
2 hours later dinner
goodness and yet when i got up in the morning i was still HUNGRY!


for me now a days my phone has been far away as possible from me
that explains the missed calls and un-replied text messages


suddenly i miss my late favourite uncle so much,he was one who never got angry
even when they spent all afternoon getting the fishes and the fish tank ready
and baby me did not know what was going on i put the plug in the the tank and all the fishes got electrocuted,heh!i was young ok!


well i gotta go and get ready i gotta do alot of things today
so till next time
ciao!