that was my friday with some missing people!it was fun and i was so tired by the time i got home!

its hard when people expects too much outta someone

its even harder when that someone doesn't meet their expectations

i was sitting down chatting with a friend,what he told me was that dont expect anything from anyone,they'll just disappoint you more and more each day

truth is i have been feeling more disappointment and anything lately

i know who my real friends are,those that doesn't have any expectations for me

who'd love me eventhough if i became crazier or if i was just plain irritating,

you know who you are

i m just showing somelove!

and there are some people who are just not worth it,eventough you try so hard they're just not worth the effort.

on a happier note imma be chillin with the bestie for lunch and ice cream in abit,we have too much to catch up on!!!!

i have to bath now so tata lovelies!

Life is such a crazy thing

It's never really what it seems

Cause first we were chillin

Now I'm catchin feelins
Can you tell me what this means

I'm going through my voicemail

And I'm saving every message you sent

I'm tryna reading between the lines

To see if there was somethin' I missed

All of a sudden, my vision became so clear.

Everything I needed was right here,

Before me (before me)

So pressed to let you know

Just how you make me feel

Never had a feeling thats so real

Control me (and i'm ready, girl I'm ready)

Don't wanna play no games,

I want you exclusive,

Baby, we should just do this,

with the feeling's so strong,

how can we go wrong

No games, I want you exclusive

theres no more excuses

the feelings so right

I want you girl, I need you girl

I really love your company,

Hate it when you gotta leave

another oppurtunity,

for me to say everything.

So tell me if i'm buggin,

when you look at me like that (like that).

I wanna say something,

but I dont know how your gonna react.

All of a sudden, my vision became so clear.

Everything I needed was right here,

before me (before me)

So pressed to let you know just how you make me feel

never had a feeling thats so real

control me. (and i'm ready, girl I'm ready)

Don't wanna play no games,

I want you exclusive,

Baby, we should just do this,

With the feeling's so strong (strong)

How can we go on?

No games, I want you exclusive

Theres no more excuses (no more excuses)

The feelings so right I want you girl, I need you girl

You knew it all along,

What was going wrong,

Let me state my claim

Before its too late I dont care how this may sound,

But you need to know right now

So I might as well just come on out and tell ya

All of a sudden, my vision became so clear

Everything I needed was right here,

Before me (before me) €

So pressed to let you know J

ust how you make me feel

Never had a feeling thats so real

Control me (and i'm ready, girl I'm ready)

Don't wanna play no games,

I want you exclusive (exclusive)

Baby, we should just do this (baby lets do this)

With the feeling's so strong (so strong)

How can we go on (Go on)

No games, I want you exclusive

Theres nomore excuses

(no more excuses) (ohh baby)

The feelings so right (So right)

I want you girl, I need you girl

Don't wanna play no games I

want you exclusive (exclusive)

Baby, we should just do this (baby lets do this)

with the feeling's so strong (so strong)

how can we go on? (how can we go on)

No games, I want you exclusive (ohh yea)

theres no more excuses the feelings so right (ohhh)

I want you girl, I need you girl

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY OH-SO LOVELY BROTHER

HAPPY DADDY DAY DAD

I LOVE YOU

BINTAN PEOPLE

I know I know I havent been blogging so here is a super word-y entry


so school started like about 3 weeks ago and so much has happened,during these 3 weeks,friends,family and life
i am honestly glad that thing are slowly getting back to normal,so am i,yet during long bus rides i find myslef having thought of you and i cant stop it


bintan trip before school started was awesome some time alone with the mum sis and brother,we clubbed,we drank,we ate,we had so much activities,all in all we had a blast i guess everyone needed that break
and we came back to reality with a fresh mindset


and happy belated Fathers Day,
let's see what can i say about my daddy!

daddy i love you and i know you love me,especially in times of doubt and need,you are always there cheering us(your 3 children) on you have thought us so many things and lesson in life that sometimes it hurts when we have to experience pain and heartaches


yet daddy i apperciate,look forward and remember all the times we have just me and you to have talks about everything and anything under the sun,no one sees the real me other than you and mum


you have truly taught me the meaning and worth of a fathers day
and on this day dedicated just for you i thank you for the stability and love you never fail to show us and the world,the kindness you have and the never ending advices about life for you children has been a great help,and the love you show mummy,and nothing you do can be wrong in my eyes you're my hero daddy


A little girl needs Daddy
For many, many things:
Like holding her high off the ground
Where the sunlight sings! Like being the deep music
That tells her all is right
When she awakens frantic with
The terrors of the night

.
Like being the great mountain
That rises in her heart
And shows her how she might get home
When all else falls apart.


Like giving her the love
That is her sea and air,
So diving deep or soaring high
She'll always find him there


Best friends are supposed to be there for each other,
We're supposed to have each other's back.
We're supposed to tell each other things we wouldn't tell anyone else.


Best friends stand by your side & take the fall with you.
Best friends tell u things to your face & talk things out nicely
&&& not stab you in the back & bitch about you


True best friends stick by your side even if you've changed.
They try their best to help & never give up.
You're first on their list & not the optional one.
They do not judge you but assist you instead.
True friends will not brush you off or lie to you.
They shalt not think twice before talking to you
Cause they know they can tell you anything.
True friends stick by you & not jump from one to another


Best friends share stuff from clothes to makeup to shoes
And sometimes you might not even get it back! (haha!)
Best friends let you use them as a little punching bag(just dont go bruising them all up! lol)
Best friends give you their shoulder to cry on,
Even when it is aching



so many things have been happening of late then i myself cannot remember
days and time pass so quickly!
well imma update more regularly!i promise pictures next entry!