You ask me why i change the colour of my hair

You ask me why i need 32 pairs of shoes

You seem to ask me y i gotaa lotta things

Its just a chick thingYou atta let it go

You try to understand but u dont have a clue.

You ask me why i gotta play so hard to get

You ask me to play it cool not to make you sweat

You want some kinda explanation i can giveI

ts just a chick thing that your messin' with

To me its black and white but to you its not gettin' through to you

I know you’re trying to make me happy,

And I know you’re doing it you’re way,

And I don’t always make it easy

To know the perfect words to say,

If you wanna give me what I want,

Listen, ‘cause I’m gonna tell you what I need so bad.

If you wanna give me what I crave,

Hold me so I can feel your love.

When the craziness begins to get to me,

Just need a hand to hold, just be that somebody.

It’s your tenderness that’s gonna make it right,

I want a piece of your heart, not a piece of your mind

i need new shoeeessss!

happy weekends y'all

xoxo

A letter to a dear friend


Honey you’ll always be the one that I run too when the going get tough,
But that doesn’t mean that I have to be selfish and not let you live your life and make your dreams a reality.


You’re a precious gem, the unique one that I found thanks to my lucky star, I don’t need so many friends, having you is enough (ok maybe its more than I can handle). But you have your own dreams and your own life, so if leaving is really what’s in your best interest then go and don’t look back, and even if you do remember the happy times and not the sad.


Don’t worry we’ll always keep in touch maybe I’ll go to you and sometimes you come to me. There will always be the connection that I can’t have with anyone else, the text that you sent me last night made me tear when I read it this morning (who ask you text me when I tell you I am going to sleep). You have to stop worrying about me and haziq, we’ll be fine and that a promise, I admit that things won’t be the same I can’t meet you as often as we’d like nor can I call you 10 times a day, but always remember that I’ll be thinking of you and hoping that you’re safe. I’ll check up on your family when you’re gone. See how mum doing and sister also.


So you do what’s best for you and I’ll always support you and you make me proud!


p.s if you find a hot boy make sure he’s got a good looking twin/friend ok!haha

I love you babe!

I had a wonderful weekends, thanks to the family and friends


So Friday I was bored rotting at home so I decided to call Hanis and ask her what time she ended work,And not exactly surprising but she was at home and she wasn’t feeling too good, so doctor faith rushed over and well she really looked pale, so we chilled and I was bored cause the bestfriend wasn’t giving me the attention I wanted and so I played and fiddled with everything in her room


So she finally gave me attention and brought me down to 7-eleven to get munchies and we watch Taken together…..
UBER AWESOME I tell you!
I wanna watch it again


I left her house at around 10.45 and picked my brother up from near-by and headed home
But we had plans to head out again once we got home and got hold of the keys to the car and off we were roaming the streets


Saturday was just work and then headed to the Singapore Arts Museum for an event of Mal singing and rapping.

Sunday was spent at home chilling and watching the tv

Did it seem to disappoint you

Living alone?

By the banks of your dilemma

Out of control

No one seems to give the answers that you wanna hear

What you'd give to find a welcome here

Did it come naturally?

You a million miles from home

When you tried so carefully

To live a life that's not your own

Always remember that it wasn't that long ago

I stilled the oceans

I moved the mountains

To say I love you


have a good tuesday y'all

xoxo

Sometimes life suck, and you don’t get what you really yearn for
Either that or the timing is just messed up
For me I’d rather look positively and say that the timing wasn’t right.
I believe in second chances, I know mine will come, when the time is right
Because I got a good feeling about it
And the man up there is smiling down on me too
So I’ll sit and be patient..


Thanks for all that have been there, I love you many many
Hanis I am excited for tomorrow la….
Woohoooo!!!!!


I finally got my results
And
And
I PASSED!!!!
Hell I am over the moon…Thanks BIG G!

have a kick-ass weekend y'all, i know i will!!

hugs and kisses!

To kiss and tell, it's just not my style.

But the night is young, and it's been awhile and she broke my heart,

broke it right in two,and it took some time but I'm feelin' like I'm finally ready to find, somebody new

Maybe make a little magic in the moonlight

Don't wanna go too far just to take it slow

But I shouldn't be lonely in this big old world

I wanna kiss a girl

It's that moment when you start closin' in

First you're holding back, then surrenderin'

It can start a fire, light up the sky, such a simple thing.

Do you wanna try? Are you ready to say good-bye to all these blues?

'Cause maybe tonight it could turn into the rest of our lives

11 hints for life:

1. It hurts to love someone and not be loved in return.But what is more painful is to love someone and neverfind the courage to let that person know how you feel.

2. A sad thing in life is when you meet someone whomeans a lot to you, only to find out in the end that it wasnever meant to be and you just have to let go.

3. The best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on aporch swing with, never say a word, and then walk awayfeeling like it was the best conversation you've ever had.

4. It's true that we don't know what we've got until we loseit, but it's also true that we don't know what we've beenmissing until it arrives.

5. It takes only a minute to get a crush on someone, anhour to like someone, and a day to love someone-but ittakes a lifetime to forget someone.

6. Don't go for looks, they can deceive. Don't go for wealth,even that fades away. Go for someone who makes yousmile because it takes only a smile to make a dark dayseem bright.

7. Dream what you want to dream, go where you want to go,be what you want to be. Because you have only one life andone chance to do all the things you want to do.

8. Always put yourself in the other's shoes. If you feel that ithurts you, it probably hurts the person too.

9. A careless word may kindle strife. A cruel word may wrecka life. A timely word may level stress. But a loving word mayheal and bless.

10. The happiest of people don't necessarily have the bestof everything they just make the most of everything that comesalong their way.

11. Love begins with a smile, grows with a kiss, ends witha tear. When you were born, you were crying and everyonearound you was smiling. Live your life so that when you die,you're the one smiling and everyone around you is crying.

its mid-week

hope you're having a blast!

xoxos!

She wants to love him, ready to give up everything, to be there when he calls

He wants to live life,see the whole world

Love don't come easy at all

Well i've been there like you before and i know how it feels when they walk out that door

When a heart is broken you feel like giving up living like a prisoner

Convicted of love

When you know it's over it's like a shot in the dark

Trying to find your way back to the start, he wouldn't let her hold him back

So he set off on his way but she hoped he found the joy he was searching for

She stayed and she cried a while then decided to move on cause she knew in life

She deserved much more see only time can heal her pain Lord,

i pray that she won't make those mistakes again

We all have our separate needs our separate wants from life

but if you love somebody see you both have to compromise

Try to work it out find a way to make things right If you don't wanna lose in love

If you don't want a broken heart

hello hello!!

the weekends flew by too damn fast don't y'all think?

for me the weekends was filled with too much chilling out,fun and a lot of other stuffies

i didnt see Nur Hanis Insyirah during the weekends as it was too jam pack for her

but at least she tried

hopefully we'd be meeting this weekend for movie at her place that till i get the t.v and all in my roomies

guess who came over yesterday CAMILE well she came to just hang out so camile, my sister and myself, stayed home and had out girls day home gossiping and all. it was nice but missing Hanis la

and now its monday how the monday blue is setting in.dammit!

i am still sleepy, well at least there is something to look forward to saturday i am finally meeting mal and hanis and we can act like fools like the old times

haziq left for hongkong, its sad and i know he'll enjoy it cause' i sure as hell did when i was there

but thankfully he met us before her left we chilled by the pool with drinks, music and too much gossiping la

to my dearest sister Freda Kay Ibrahim

this is for you

the minute mum put your fragile body in my hands i knew that i'd have to protect you from any harm or hurt for the rest of your life

the minute somebody bullied you and i heard about it i knew something had to be done to the ballacks that bullied you

the minute somebody breaks your heart i knew i had to be there for you just to hold you and watch you cry and even cry with you, cause honey i can't go around beating people cause the broke your heart.but i can sit there and listen to you talk about it, it never really heals but you'll pull through you always do

143(i love you sweetheart)

to my brother Farrel Brian Ibrahim

i love you and thank you for everything you have done to proctect me the way we made a pact to protect da-da,

you'll always be my brother, the one i look up to and to me there will never be anyone lady good enough for you, you been hurt before who hasnt, but i love the fact that you're stronger and you never give up no matter how many times you fall,

sometime i know i dont show you but deep down inside of me i am proud of who you have become

know what the stakes are and what your expected to be

you don't let that get to you, you stick by what you believe

i love you always will and always have,

143 ( i love you brather)

to my friend Nur Hanis Insyirah Bte Razali

we've known each other for so long, been thru alot of ups and downs,

when i can't sleep your the one who knows what to do, when i am hurt you know how to make me laugh (and not without chicken wings ok),when i am happy you share in my happiness and you're always proud of me no matter what stupid things i do,

we know life hasnt been all that easy lately but we stuck it out and the clouds are clearing up and we can see light shining thru

we have so many plans love,lets do it together, we're like dolce and gabbana honey,

i know i dont tell you or show you that i love you ever so often but once in a while one must take time to acknowledge the love for the people in their live

143(i love you Gabbana)

y'all have a good monday ya here

Life is an adventure, it keeps getting scarier and scarier
But then again how do we gain experience if not through, trials and tribulations


I can honestly say that in my life there were a lot of trial and tribulations, but it has made me the strong headed person I am today, am I proud of that? Heck yeah!


I don’t have to be a bizillionaire to enjoy life, I have a handful of friends that makes my day, the most awesome-est. family in the wholewide world
Yes money is important but a wise friend taught me that family is most important.
Lets pig out and watch movies again
Another wise friends once asked me was is worth it to give up what you did for him/her?
It made me think, I’ve had a lot of regrets, giving that up was the biggest regret of my life


Sometimes in life things happen and we cannot change it nor can we do anything about it but just make the best of it, some people are consumed by jealousy and rage and everything else that it makes them look really ugly, I don’t hate them but I feel for them, yes it their choice to be consumed by that but we as their friends should not let them be that way,

On a much healthier note.


I have honestly just love running and cycling especially after a long and tiring day at work it just releases the tension and let you feel light and refresh again


And I have also cut down on most of the sugar that I like, so after a long time I cooked
Pineapple and shrimp curry yesterday, which was delicious, not as good as my Mama Lus
But it was good,


I did something’s to hanis’s blog she was so bloody gatal, my goodness….but I still love you la, you know my deepest darkest secret and I know yours.. and if ever anything happens to me you must come save me ok or you know what will happen
Hanis, I miss Isaac can we bring him out soon please but no balloons please so he won’t crawl on the floor


I can’t wait for Sunday. I am going to meet Zarith, I want to hear updates love, I know la not syiok telling story via text but what to do. I miss you la.


The time has come for change and now we move forward and not look back.

this week has flown pass a wee bit to fast

here's a quick update on whats happening

so far this year or the start of this year has really thought me alot

i mean it wasnt at all what i expected but i am glad with the way things are at the moment

this blog use to be my source of rantings but due to large amount of comments for other

i have decided that i will only use this blog for certain rantings

and leave the rest for somewhere else

its mothers day on sunday and hell i have no idea what to get for my mum

this pass 3 months i have never felt happier or more at peace and relaxed with myself

somehow i have become a home bum(only on weekends la)

but i have been thinking about the future and everything else.

i have come to a conclusion that i wanna go back and study somemore

i've been looking at a few schools and the courses that they have

so my fingers are crossed to make my damn mind up soon

blackberry bold is the sex

hanis lets get it please!