Your love is magical, that's how I feel, I have not the words here to explain

Gone is the grace for expressions of passion but there are worlds and worlds of ways to explain to tell you how I feel
I am speechless

That's how you make me feel though I'm with you I am far away and nothing is for real

When I'm with you I am lost for words, I don't know what to say My head's spinning like a carousel, so silently I pray helpless and hopeless, that's how I feel inside

Nothing's real, but all is possible if God is on my side

When I'm with you I am in the light where I cannot be found It's as though I am standing in the place called Hallowed Ground

Speechless, that's how you make me feel

I'll go anywhere and do anything just to touch your face There's no mountain high I cannot climb, I'm humbled in your grace

Speechless, that's how you make me feel

But in your presence I am lost for words Words like, "I love you."

farrah fawcett and Micheal Jackson

one of a kind, great people, and who'll always be remembered!

the original Charlie's angel and the King of Pop!

I've been wandering around the house all night wondering what the hell to do

I'm trying to concentrate but all I can think of is you well the phone don't ring 'cause my friends ain't home

I'm tired of being all alone got the tv on 'cause the radio's playings ongs that remind me of you

Baby when you're gone, I realize I'm in love days go on and on, and the nights just seem so long

Even food don't taste that good, drink ain't doing what it should things just feel so wrong, baby when you're gone

I keep driving up and down these streets trying to find somewhere to go

Yeah i'm looking for a familiar face, but there's no one I know this is torture, this is pain, it feels like I'm gonna go insane

I hope you're coming back real soon, 'cause i don't know what to do

I don’t understand why can’t I shake this feeling off, its been months.
I let you go and somehow you came back, I believe it , yet I don’t want to be disappointed again

weekends starts tomorrow!!!

i am all excited!

Good morning, I know I woke up to the most beautiful weather wind , cold and it almost made me fall right back to sleep again, I had to literally drag myself out of bet to hit the showers, but instead I put on my robe and sat in the hall chillin’ for a while before hitting the showers


I had a date with the bestfriend last night, we caught Transformers 2, and to people whom don’t already know this, that isn’t my cup of tea, I was a little surprise that I actually enjoyed it. And man was megan fox really hot la


so after the movie, we met up with my brother and cabbed home, strange as it was I guess the brother, the bestfriend and yours truly are currently all in the same boat


I have been feeling rather lethargic lately, hectic days, early nights and morning, as my grandmother is still staying with us, since the doctor advise us that she cannot be left alone for the next six weeks, after her fall, so poor thing my grandmother, having her at home just reminds me of when I was younger, and it has open my eyes to a whole lot of things,.

just look at her la!

Have you ever felt like, your the only one in love in your relationship?

And as hard as it was to let you go, you knew it was the best thing for you

Well that time has come for me, I got to move on


Sometimes we want things that maybe not be right for us.

When your in Love You tend to look over the obvious.

Your not changing and I know that you love me but,
this thing isn’t going the way I planned

As bad as I want you to stay I just cant keep on going this way,


there are a couple of issues I refuse to ignore

You say one thing, and you do another

And I m realizing you don't want me on your shoulder

You think material things is what I need

But all I ever wanted was you

Just a little kiss, just a little hug

Now I m realizing that this isn’t your kind of love


See there's a part of me

That doesn't want you here with me

That's a part of me That wants to stick right with you

But it seems like you don’t want to put up a fight

And why should I even try?

This is out of control, who in their right minds would call a person whom they barely even know and give them a tongue lashing, just cause they don’t have the guts to control their damn boyfriend.


I mean c’mon lets all face facts, you didn’t just do it once you did it countless of times, your boyfriend is an idiot, thinking he such a big fuck when all he honestly is, is just some random small fry. He is lazy and just prey on girls for their money and their time and affection, my friend was naïve enough to be his friend, yet she was very badly mistaken for her intentions.


So to this lady who has been harassing my friend and f**king her with all your insults and rubbish, quit acting all innocent and shit, cause quiet frankly your to blame for the whole mess, or you’ll regret it
To avante, you’re just like the rest of them, who do you damn well think you are to put restrictions on my friend and have the audacity to tell her that she means nothing to you, you bloody worthless piece of chicken oh wait you ain’t even that good, you f**king worthless piece of shit


with that off my chest, I can now relax and have a breather,


the weekends were awesome, it was quality time spend with the loves
coffee, birthdays, father day, hell it was a smashing week I can’t wait to see what this weekend has in store for me, hopefully I’ll be really surprise in a good way!!!!
.*fingers crossed*

it'll all get better in time

everyone comes with baggage, thankfully Louis Vuitton comes with a 42 piece

except them love them and cherish them

no matter the circumstances

happy weekends love!!!!

i know i am definately gonna enjoy mine

xoxo!

p.s: if you're reading this apperciate the text

I've just seen a face,I can't forget the time or place,

where we just met
he's just the boy for me,and I want all the world to see

We've met,

had it been another day

I might have looked the other way,and I'd have never been aware

But as it is I'll dream of hin,tonight,

Falling, yes I am falling,And he keeps calling

Me back again.

I have never known,the like of this, I've been alone,and I have missed

But other boys were never quite like this

,

This is a little more personal then the previous one,
No names are going to be used here maybe with a few exceptions.
All these years I have been leaning on hanis for a lot of things, she’s as dear to me as my own sister, but some things only best of friends would understand.


Hanis and myself are, no matter what especially when either one of us is down sad and just needs a shoulder to cry on or a listening year, can sit watch a movie laugh together not say anything and yet when we leave and go our separate ways, feels like it was the best time ever.
I used to think that having a lot of friends was nice cool and all that mambo jumbo, but if this year has taught me anything at all it was that quality is key someone said that to me once.


Ryan on the other since that fella has his back injured can’t come out and play with us.
Has been a good listening ear, with the both of us just needing someone to talk to, I mean you’ll always be a good friend, I mean who will you literally talk to till some god forsaken hour just cause he’s got some things he needs to vent right?


Haziq has been a definitely great best friend, with laughter and jokes, he makes me and Hanis smile when we’re down or need a laugh or two. But unfortunately he’s in Hong Kong working so when he does get back he’ll either call to bring us out or clubbing
What a funny friend I have

all my life I have been living under spotlight being who I am, wanting to some out of my shell was even harder. Yes I admit that I made a shitload of mistakes who hasn’t right?


I never once dreamed that the people I meet along my journey in life could be that bad, I mean I always and I damn bloody well mean always try to be and treat people that way I want them to treat me, it was a real hard slap in the face when I had to experience what I did, yet I forgave, and thankfully I did, cause to me I gave as many chances as I damn well possibly could and all that individual did was take and take, so I have been slowly letting go and I feel damn good about it. Yea it was nice for a while, but how individuals have the audacity to use trust or feeling unappreciated or left out for a excuse or a reason for why they did what they did.
I don’t blame them


I have no point in writing an entry I just need to let some things go.
What more could I possibly ask for when everything is just perfect in my eyes and in my world

I swore i'd never get involved and said i'd never ever fall in love again

cause it hurt me once and I wouldn't let it hurt me again
Since the times have changed it's different now cause I’m hypnotized by you and wondering how I fell into your arms,I was captured by your charms and oh well here I go falling in love again

i guess sometimes, you just can't help the feeling anymore!

xoxo!

Here are some random things about me
(cause Tanya la she was being random with me so I’ll share):


I hate cheese
I love cooking
When I am pissed /hurt/annoyed/and have too much on my mind I clean
I love pasta
I love coke
When I am alone or bored my imagination goes wild and I stone
I am quite when I am furious at people
I get hyper on sweet stuff and I’ll be crazy
I like to disturb my mum
I make fun of my dad and paint his nails
I like to have the pool all to myself
I will burst out laughing randomly
I think I look cute with the puppy dog face(which when I was 5 was cute now it aint)
I curse like hell( tryna cut down on it)
I take the quizzes on facebook out of boredom
I am in love with the Bentley sports
I buy clothes every time I am out
I have so much shoes which I rarely wear
I talk a lot
I like to annoy my brother when his playing his PS3
I tickle my sister a lot till we both end up on the floor
I love shaking my ass at everyone
I see my cousin everyday and irritate him
when I am alone I blast the music and go into my room
I want a beach front house
I call hanis when I get a bad dream (even if its at 3in the morning)
I like guava
I suck at rockband, I look like a loser playing it
when I drink too much,I’ll get home and fall on my bed and wake up 2 hours later and eat macs
when I see someone with a tattoo of his/her name on their body
I tell my friend that when the get old and senile they’ll look in the mirror and say
“oh that’s my name”


so by now I think all of you think I am same damn ass mad/crazy womanbut we’ll that’s the way I enjoy my life with my friends and family

enjoy the weekend ladies and gentlemen!

How many times do we have to go thru this just to end up disappointed again?
Shame on you if you fool me once, shame on me if you fool me twice
You’ve been a pretty hard case to crack should have know better but I didn’t


now I am lost with no where to go. How could I think that this time would be different
I felt the difference but now I am so confused


I’m gonna lay low for awhile
Thanks to ryan and hanis you guys rock la!ryan get better quick la then we can go out and have fun la bullock!


June is the only month in which there are so many birthday especially in my family
My cousins, my brother, fathers day, my granddads birthday, my couins and brother told me what the want hahahha


This hasn’t been the best week but I am making the most of it, or at least I am trying
I cannot wait for july now I’ll be with more family celebrating happy moments with them

i am in love with this tatt!

xoxo!

You used to talk to me like I was the only one around.

You used to lean on me like the only other choice was falling down.

You used to walk with me like we had nowhere we needed to go,

Nice and slow, to no place in particular.

We used to have this figured out we used to breathe without a doubt.

When nights were clear, you were the first star that I'd see.

I used to reach for you when I got lost along the way.

I used to listen cause' you always had just the right thing to say.

I used to follow you,never really cared where we would go,

Fast or slow, to anywhere at all.

I look around me,and I want you to be there'Cause I miss the things that we shared.

Look around you.It's empty, and you're sad'

Cause you miss the love that we had.

Can we get this back?

Can we get this back to how it used to be?

have a good week y'all!

xoxo!

Tonight, out on the street out in the moonlight

and dammit this feels too right

It´s just like Déjà Vu

Me standin’ here with you

So I´ll be holdin`my own breath

Could this be the end?

Is it that moment whenI find the one that I'll spend forever with?

You can´t give up!

Lookin´ for that diamond in the rough

You never know but when it shows up

Make sure you're holdin'on

Cause it could be the one, the one you´re waiting on

i like finiding lyrics or saying or even quotes about how my day or life has been

its something i do and pictures are alot more interesting

its mid-week again.

is it me or is this year super fast

it's already mid year

xoxoxs!

Never in my life have I been so happy until now
I have never felt so blessed, I really really thank god for all that he has blessed me with


Courage, sacrifice, determination, commitment, toughness,heart, talent, guts. That's what little girls are made of; the heck with sugar and spice.


When things go wrong as they sometimes will, When the road you're trudging seems all up hill, When the funds are low and the debts are high, And you want to smile, but you have to sigh, When care is pressing you down a bit, Rest if you must, but don't you quit. Life is queer with its twists and turns, As every one of us sometimes learns, And many a failure turns about, When he might have won had he stuck it out. Don't give up though the pace seems slow--You may succeed with another blow, Success is failure turned inside out--The silver tint of the clouds of doubt, And you never can tell how close you are, It may be near when it seems so far; So stick to the fight when you're hardest hit--It's when things seem worst that you must not quit.


I haven’t given up, and hopefully you won’t too
I’ll be here to hold your hand and guide you thru the storm

You don't have to move, you don't have to speak

lips for biting.

You're staring me down, a glance makes me weakeyes for striking

Now I'm twisting up when I'm twisted with you

brush so lightly and time trickles down,

I'm breathing for two squeeze so tightly.

I'll be fine,

you'll be fine.t

his moment seems so long

Don't waste now, precious time

we'll dance inside the song

isnt he just so sexy!!!