Every girl needs a man

the kind that will treat you right as well as others

the kind that has enough respect for himself, family, and others

the one that will change for you to just be with you.

The kind that searches for you with his heart, the kind that can be trusted alone with a room full of many other beautiful ladies, the kind that won’t cheat on you cause he knows he’s got all he wants and needs already, the kind that’s willing to be your friend and lover, the kind that doesn’t mind calling early in the morning to say good morning and late at night to say good night; maybe even sing you a good morning and tell you a good night story or talk to you until you fall asleep.

The kind that will do anything for you, even if it’s just to buy your favorite kind of candy. The kind that will defend and fight for you, the kind that won’t ditch you for his friends when you need him the most, the kind that won’t leave you lonely and wondering. The kind that isn’t afraid to smile to his friends every time you’re around and tell them, “She’s the one.” The kind that appreciates you for the things to do for him, even if they’re small gestures. The kind that actually thanks you for the little love notes you leave him, the kind that is willing to wait for you when you’re falling behind, the kind that will actually open the door for you, take you out on dates once in a while and buy you flowers cause it’s a Wednesday. The kind that notices your hair when you just got it cut or done beautifully for him, the kind that reminds you that he loves you and that he’s happy with you in case you forget.

The kind that kisses your forehead when you’re down, the kind that tells you to be strong and not to cry, the kind that will go through think and thin with, and for you, the kind that just loves you for who you are.

i thought i found that guy, but i guess i was really mistaken, my bad!

I've sang to you a thousand times

This is the last love song

I get the feeling that you want to fly

This is the last love song

I'm not gonna sit around and wonder why

This is the last love song

Cause mainly I don't know to say goodbye

So I'm doing it this last love song

There is no love greater than the love of our parents


The woman who bores us, our first cry was music to her ears, knowing that she was responsible for our lives, she must have been scared out of her mind, but that didn’t matter, she knew she’d love us from then on.
Her daughters wants to be just like her, pretty intelligent, and loving, and her sons only dream about getting married to someone like her.

She’d bring them out, shopping, to the beach, church on Sundays, and having fun with them, discipline them when they were out of line, give them time outs when they throw their tantrums.


Making sure they had the best of everything they could afford, the best schools, the best clothes, the best homes and everything


The love of a father for his little girl, holding on to her on her first bike ride, pony ride, and first swimming class, wanting her to be a little girl forever, the hugs she gives him at the end of a hard days work, her smile even if her two front teeth was missing. Even at weddings or events where dancing was part of the celebration he’d let her stand on his toes while he danced just enjoying time with her. After that he’d sit her down and take his wife’s hands and they’d danced away like they were they only two in the room and on the dance floor. When there were outing that runs past her bedtime, she’d fall asleep sucking her thumb and over his shoulder you’d see her closed eyes, looking so innocent and at peace.

The first time she comes home screaming
“mummy, daddy look I got an A!”, or
“daddy look at my drawing of you mum ,my brother, my sister and me”
“daddy I got in daddy!”


Then comes the first time she says daddy I think I like a boy, grinning from ear to ear, eventhough he knows his little girl would get her heart broken, he smiles and just listen to her ranting about the boy, talking to him and going out with him till the wee hours of the morning, while he waits up for her huffin and puffing about what time it was and where in the world could she be.


And the expected happens, his little girl got her heart broken, all he can do it be there and trying cheering her up, wanting to take the pain away from her, but realizes that its part of the growing up experience,

So then he has his little girl and best friend back,

finally i got to sit and upload half of the pictures i took over these 2 months,

its december, the month i have been waiting eeoons for,

i also makes me think of what i have acheived for this year, besides working, i made new friends and lost some old ones,

somehow, i just dont blog about personal stuff that much anymore, i mean somethings should not to published for the whole world to see,right?

i think that this year has taught me alot of people around me and also that i aint superwoman

eventhough somepeople fought the God of war,

dont get me wrong i am in a happy place, with my family and friends by my side i can do and conquer anything.

i wanna head to IKEA to get some stuff for my room and house,

i'll try bribing my brother to drive me there, and then to town where hopefully we can shop for presents.

i wanna dye my hair but then again i dont really know what colour i want it to be,